HELLO!!

LIFES BEEN RATHER COMPLICATING!

alot of emotions in me. Somethings i just can't control. SOmethings, i just don't want to do anything about. PEOPLE DON'T ALWAYS UNDERSTAND YOU.

SCHOOLS A FUCKING WHOREEEEE! i tak boleh tahan ready. I NAK MATIII! ok lah. drammaaaaaa!
OH OH. I ACTUALLY DID BIO! like i contributed in class.. WOW! i know right. I was surprised myself. I hope i get good grade. SKALI THE FACI GIVE F! NB! GIVE UP FOREVER!

anyways... I PON SCHOOL TODAY! TO HELP FAHIMAH!!!
hahaha. VENKAT CAME ALONG WITH ME.
we just needed to start doing good things in our life. so we started with voluntary work! HOW CB! it was bad, but not too bad.
We were like game master. HAHAH. sounds cool right. but then like nth ah. but it was fun!

venkatr and I talked about our primary school and alll! I THINK WE WERE LIKE FUCKING ADORABLE! haHAHA. YOU CAN NEVER FIND KIDS LIKE US THESE DAYS! HAHA
we were so dilligent. LAST TIME. -.- haizzzz.

NOWWWWW! omg. I am Like a fucking lazy bitch! I became fucking stupid over the years. The only things i am good at is.. ermmmm...

EATING! ( this is no.1)
SLEEPING
DREAMING
BITCHING
LYING
JUST BASICALLY GOOD AT EVERYTHING BAD!

i always say i want to change. but.. NAHHHHH, TOOO LAZY!! i am better off like that. THE FUCKING FAT BITCH! -.-

moving on... aft the voluntary thing, WENT TOWN WITH VENKAT!
just walk and walk. and talk and talk. and y'know what, i just realise, WE WALKED FROM ONE END TO ANOTHER. hahahah.
we went p.s first and then walked to far east and then back!. OMG I EXERCISED TODAY! SHAM WOOOHOOOOOOOOO!

VENKAT, WE EXERCISEDDDDD! HAHAHA. AND I HAD FUN BABY. THANKS. AND I LOVE YOU VERY BERY MUCH!

oh. and then we were talking int he school. WE DON'T MIND BEING TEACHERS. we will be like the DOPE TEACHERS, NURTURING DOPE STUDENTS.

and i think i will major in SEX EDUCATION. AND I WILL TEACH THE BOYS AND GIRLS HW TO BE OH-SO SEXY AND NAUGHTY! hahaha. FOR FUTURE PURPOSES.
AND VENKAT WILL BE THE TAMIL TEACHER. HAHAHAHAHAH.
oh boy, i love him alot.

anyways. I AM SO LAZY TO TYPE ANYMOREEEE!

TAKE CARE ALL..
RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE!

HELLO!

THIS WEEK IS A BAD WEEK! A FUCKING BAD WEEK!
it just started off bad. and so it spoiled my mood for everything. WELL. ON MONDAY! THIS FUCING CHOU CHEE BAI BANGLA ELBOWED MY WIAST PURPOSELY! he is such a fucker! he deserves to die!

and then, in the night when i was going home, this OTHER CHOU CHEE BAI BANGLA FOLLOWED ME! and i literally ran home!

And on TUESDAY, when i took the trian in the morning, i saw the same CHOU CHEE BAI BANGLA THAT ELBOWED ME, AND HE BLEW KISSES AT ME. does he not have sense. like he is not even remorseful about anything at all! STUPID FUCKER! I HOPE HIS SISTER KENA RAPE!

I am so traumatised. and it just sucks! coz really, i was looking forward for my week and all. but heyyyy! LOOK! they just had to spoil it for me.NBCCB!

anyways.. PARANORMAL ACTIVITY WAS GOOD AND SCARY BALLZ!
HAHHAHA. no kidding. it was sacry at some parts. and then the last part specially, I SCREAMED! AND THANKS LYDIA FOR ENTERTAINING MY CRAP! hahah like she damn kesian actually. i used like fucking loads of bad words. LIKE NEXT TO HER EAR! hahaha. but while watching the movie, WE WERE SO CUTE! WE WERE CUTER THAN HELLO KITTY!
we covered our eyes and watched, HAHAHAHA. looking out for the demon thingy and all. AHAHAHAH
I LOVE YOU, LYDIA. and VENKAT AND PREYA FOR CMING ALONG ALSO!

anyways, I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND NOW! she looks like dilly! aHAHAHHAHA. AMINA MASTURA! SHE SO AWESOME, AND I LOVE HER.
(she ask me to do thiS) hahhaha. NO LAH. BUT ITS FRM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! AND MY HEART IS DAMN BIG, I TELL YOU. SO HARD TO FIND THE BOTTTOM! hahaha

this week friday is, HARI RAYA HAJI! haha. was thinkin of gg shi sha, but guess not. BUT GOING TO MEET FAMILY!:)

BIO IS STARTING. i have to do presentation. SUCK BALLZ! I HATE SCHOOL. ALWAYS HAVE ALWAYS WILL!

GOT TO GO~
take care all

RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE!

HAPPY17th BIRTHDAY ARVINDSSSSSS!

BUT STILL NOT LEGAL! HAHAHAHA!HAVE FUN TODAY! AND DON'T STUDY! ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!
JUST HAVE FUN! and please, STOP SMOKING! DON'T KILL YOURSELF. YOU WANT DIE, I HELP YOU. :D

TAKE CARE SEXY!
LOVE YOU.

HELLOOOOOO!

I FEEL SO HYPED UP TODAY! but still not excited for school!
-.-

coz coz coz.... I IS GOING TO WATCH PARANORMAL ACTIVITY! YESSSSSSSSAAAAA! i am so egg-cited for it. coz i have been wanting to watch it. and so FINALLY! watching with LYDIA, VENKAT AND PREYA! in town!

anyways... JANE AND LYDIA CAME TO RP YESTERDAY! SHAM WOOOHOOOOOOOO! it was UBER DUBER DIBER DUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR FUN!!
i miss jane like crazy mann. but it was fun. not so much of lydia tho, coz i am always seeing her. HAHAHA. BUT i still miss her also.

we talked and talked and talked. SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT! hahah. but alls good ah.
JANE LIEW YOU HAVE TO COME BACK! I DON'T CARE. I KNOW YOU WILL ^^. hahaha

anways, i love this week. coz i have alot of plans after schoOL. like people coming and visting me.
MONDAY: LYDIA CAME WITH TAUFIQ.
TUESDAY: SHAAKIRAH CAME
WEDNESDAY: JANE AND LYDIA CAME
THURDAY(today): MOVIEEEEEEE

BUT TMR THEN I ABIT LONER AH. no plans. ANYONE WANTS TO ASK ME OUT? please do. I IS BOREDDD AND ALL READY TO GO OUT!

i hope all my weeks, is like that. HAHAH. something to look forward to at least. IF NOT LIKE ONE FUCING LOSER LIKE THAT! haizzz

oh, TODAY IS ARVIND B'DAY! will do a post ltr.

FIRST BREAK WAS FUN TODAY! hahah. just fun lah.

anyways, CAN'T WAIT FOR THE MOVIE LATER! FUCKING EGG-CITED. I IS GOING TO CRACK!

take care all.
RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE!

HELLO!

been a damn fucking long time heh? ALOT!! has happened. i mean alot. good and bad. But i don't intend to talk about them at all. SHIT HAPPENS. THESE ARE PART AND PARCEL OF LIFE!

Recently has been shitty to me. Like damn shit hole-ly shitty! HAHAH i mean it.ITS JUST NOT MY GOOD TIME OF THE YEAR!
HOPEFULLY THINGS GET BETTER OVER TIME. AND GOOD THINGS WILL HAPPEN FOR ME.

anyways. THINKING OF CHANGING MY COURSE. to something i like. thinking of changing to CULTURE AND COMMUNICATIONS!
BIOTECH IS A FUCKING CB!
i cannot tahan! Like i cannot cope in class. It does not interest me at all. I keep poning class and all. I mean like fuck me. i know myself. If i am not interested i don't even bother. LIKE NOW!

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO FUCKING DO AT ALL! when i start thinking, things really start to get to me. AND I HATE IT. i hate to realise things and then i will start to worry. But IT CAN BE GOOD! i don't know mann.

HONESTLY, RIGHT NOW, I HAVE NO INTEREST IN LIFE. NO INTEREST IN LIVING. I JUST WANT TO BE A WALKING NO LIFER, WITH NO DREAMS AND AIMS!

ALL I NEED IS MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY. AND MY DAILY DOSE OF HUGS AND KISSES! AND I WILL BE FINE! just for now.

I don't know why i feel like that. I got tired of worrying, caring and basically, living!

haizzz!

next fri is hari raya haji. EGG-CITED TO MEET FAMILY AND ALL.

and and. JANE IS COMG TO RP TDY! SHAM WOOHOOOOOOOOOO! OMG. I IS SO FUCKING EGG-CITED LIKE HELL!
hahahah. MISS HER LOADS AND GOING TO HAVE OUR BESTFRIEND MOMENT.

i miss those times where we just sat, and talked and talked about our lives. and ask each other random questions. THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN! hahahah. rmb, dots inc?

HAHAH.oh well. I LOVE HER AND SHE WILL NEVER BE REPLACEDD!NEVERRRRRR!

got to go. have to do presentation and all. for now just gg to rot!

so bYe all.
RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE.

HELLO SEXYY PEOPLE!

tdy was chemistry. FIRST LAB SEESION. HAHAHAHAHAH. IT WAS FUN, FUNNY AND AWESOMEEzZZ!

I had my awesome team mates. and then WE COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING FOR ALOT OF THINGGS! hahaha. ok lah.
i is just lazy to elaborate lah. but yea.

DIDN'T SEE HANNAH TODAY! I MISSED YOU BABY!
had to miss my first break and was late for the second. so yea. and aft sch hanna left early. so i didn't see her at all. AT ALLLLL! my poor baby's really sad.

TO HANNAH:
I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT OK. some things are hard. but we just have to get through it. everythings a lesson learnt. take it the same way ok. SORRY BABY. I COULDN'T MEET YOU.

moving on. AFTER SCHOOL, MET WITH TABLE. they are fucking awesome and I LOVE THEM! they always make my day!

ALSO MET MY DEAR SEXY LADIES! ERIYAHANTO, DIHAN, SHAHAMIRA! haha. we are so cute right. indah acutally came up witht the names. and i'm RAHAI! hehehee! love you foxy ladies!

AZFAR FINALLY CAME BACK! and the funny part, I COULDN'T RECOGNISE HIM! HAHAHAHAH. no lah. he just looked different. he looked like some emo child. those andro people in school. HHAAHA. poor child, he was waving so hard, and i was still trying to figure who the fuck was it. HAHHAHA!
but yea, when i saw him, i was so EGG-CITED! been damn long since i saw that kid!
I MISS YOU AZFAR! YOU BETTER STUDY HARD AND DO WELL.. IF NOTTTTTTTT. I WILL SIT ON YOU. ohhh yea, i promise! LOVE YOU HANDSOME!

left school with DILLY, AZFAR, GAB, HANAN, MAI AND HANAN'S FRIEND. hahah. funny ballz in the train. couldn't stop laughing.

headed home. I IS SUPER FUCKING TIRED! like want to mati like that.

I WANT TO GO CLUBBING SOOONNNN! i can feel the itchy-ness in my whole body when i hear my pitbull boyfriend songs! I NEED AND WANT TO GO SOONNNN!
haha.

tdy was funny ballz! during class was webcam-ing with venkat and mai. THEY WERE DANCING FOR ME. HAHAHAHAH! they were so awesome. i couldn't stop laughing. and my faci was gg thru the 6p. AND SHE WAS RIGHT BEHIND ME. HAHHAHAHAH. but fuck care. THEY WERE SO INTERESTING.
VENKAT, WE HAVE TO GO CLUBBING. I DON'T CARE. I NEED TO SEE YOUR WILD SIDE! HEHEHEH!
LOVE THE BOTH OF THEM. MADE MY DAY!

I think i want to sleep soon. Its like 1130pm noww! SHOULD I GO PRAYER CLASS TMR?! i is so lazy. and what more, i haven't read in a fucking long time. TURN TO GOD FOR HELP. BEST SOLUTION.
GOD, PLEASE HELP ME!

will upload my lab pics soon. hahahah. I LOOKED LIKE CRAP. WITH THE GOGGLES, HALF THE SIZE OF MY FACE. hahaha. OH YES, THANKS DIHAN BABY!

take care all.
RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE!

HELLO!

ok i know i haven't been updating much at all. but it's just the no mood thing. TOO LAZY!

but i thought i cannot just like my blog die like that. SO HERE'S AN UPDATE!

well. LIFE HAS BEEN A LITTLE COMPLICATED LATELY! actually i just don't know how i want to live my life at all. pretty emo huh. hahaha. NO LAH. its just many thoughts running through my mind lately.
and i do write about it. but on my tumblr instead.

anyways. LAST FRIDAY!
WENT SHISHA. with DILLY, HARVN, HANNAH, DIL, MAI, CHERYL AND ARVIND. well. arvind just came for a bit coz he was with his classmates. WE SHISHA-ED ROSEMILK WITH ICE! hahaha. at SUFI! it was fun. having one of those talks. where we have to change people's lives. becuase soem of them are just getting out of hand.

THE PREVIOUS WEEK ALSO WENT SHISHA. but with DILLY, ARVIND AND MAI ONLY. also had one of thise kind of talks. ahahhaa. WE FELT LIKE WE WERE THE MOST SANE OF ALL. rosemilk with ice also.

ONE DAY AFTER THAT, WENT SHISHA WITH COUSINs. HAHAHAHAA. to merdandy.

I THINK I AM KILLING MYSELF BIG TIME. like shisha 3 times in a row. hahah. I AM A DYING GIRL.!

but i like to shisha. ITS NOT AN ADDICTION. its just the feeling. with friends and you have many serious talks and what not. people actually do open up. and you find out alot about a person. like how i found out. HARVN LOVES KIDS.HOMG! majorrrr!

I am so tired these days! SCHOOL IS A BORE! A FUCKING BORE! i cannot tahan. its so draining. like the things we learn and all. I WANT TO FUCKING GIVE UP ALREADY!

I don't even feel like i am learning anything when i come to school.. all i do is FACEBOOKK, TUMBLR. and when school ends. MY FUCKING RJ!

as you can see, i am just bloody hell annoyed with my life. i have alot of wants that i can't get. OK. I ONLY ONE WANT THING.! which i want so badly. BUT WTF!

anyways. W15N!
it is fun. hahah. I HAVE MADE SONE FRIENDS. but not very close ones. not that i don't want to. but like i feel so anti-social all the time. i dn't even bother talking. WTF RIGHT! when i coe to school. i am in a bad mood, the sad mood. I DN'T KNOW WHY. it spoils my mood about everything. and then when i see my babies. IT TOTALLY MAKES MY DAY!

HANNAH, MAI, DILLY, ARVIND, HARVN, GABY, SHERRA, AZFAR!
INDAH, ERIYANTI, PREYA, ANDIKA, SYAKILA, KONG, SHAMIRA.

THESE PEOPLE ALWAYS MAKE My DAY BRIGHT AND FUN. honestly they are the reason i smile. their crap and what not. I LOVE ALL OF THEM!

ok.
i have to go nwow.

oh y'know how i was thiking like wtf my tumlr was gg to be about. i figured.

MY TUMBLR WOULD BE ABOUT MY FEELINGS. ABOUT THE INSIDE OF ME.

MY BLOG, WILL BE ABOUT MY LIFE. MY ACTIVITIES AND WHAT NOT. and feelings too, hahaha

RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE!

HELLOOOO!

been fucking long huh! HAHAHAHA. wellssss. I DON'T REMEMBER EVERYTHING I DID. so some parts heh.

WEEKEND!
spend it with mum and at her place. she was telling us all bout her trip to india. HAHAHAHA! seemed like she had a lot of fun. I MISSED HER ALOT!!

SUNDAY!
WENT FACIAL WITH MUM! hahahah. SHE IS SO AWESOME AND CUTE. but i loved the facial. SHE PRACTICALLY CLEARED EVERYTHING ON MY FACE. hahah THANKS MUM! and also gg back for massage another day.


I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH MUM. I LOVE HERRRR ALLOOOOOOOOOOTT! ♥


anyways. SCH HAS BEEN A BITCH! i have been complaining to everyone i talk to on msn about how fucked up sch is. ITS A FUCKING BORE! I CANNOT TAHAN! I WANT TO QUIT! ya right. like i have the fucking choice to do so.

I KNOW I HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO PULL THROUGH SCH. I HAVE SUBJECTS LIKE IN SEC SCH! and that sucks. i mean like physics, maths, bio, chemistry and cognitive. WHAT THE FUCK! its like the suckiest thing on earth!

Last sem i used to have modules that requires general knowledge and alot of fun thinking. THIS SEM LIKE KNNCCB! DON'T LIKEEEEE AT ALLLLL!

moving on. i also realise, i can never stop complaining.! IT'S LIKE A HABIT.! i complain about everything i can! FUCK MY LIFE!

noww. I AM NOT FEELING GOOD AT ALL. i have this sinking feeling. like i am missing someone so badly. i know who is it. but i really don't know. CONTRADICTING HEH!?

anyways. gtg.

TAKE CARE.
RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE.

RAYA OUTING WITH W45L LOVELIE! LOVE YOU'LL

HELLOOO!

omg. today is the first day of school and IT IS A FUCKING WHORE! I HATE IT. the module i sucky. COGNITIVE. i used to look forward for cognitive in sem 1. BUT FUCK IT! NOT ANYMORE! its a totally different thing altogether. AND TO MAKE IT WORST THE FACI IS BORING LIKE CRAP!

THE FACI!
she finds t hard to concentrate. and when she talks, SHE CLOSES HER EYES SO SHE CAN CONCENTRATE. knn. and also, we had this new way of presenting crap tdy and SHE BROUGHT THE ICE CREAM SELLER USE THE BELL, THAT KIND. omg. TAK BOLEH TAHAN! SO NOISY LIKE CB! and she insist on ringing 5 times., to mark the end of each round. classmates even asked her to ring 3 times instead. and she laugh and say no! NOT FUNNY HOR!

W15N!
yea, thats my class. haven't really mingled with everyone. but they all seem like nice people. i do look forward to maing friends with them, but hopefully, they like me. I MEAN THEY WILL, WHATS THERE NOT TO. hahahaah.

all my breaks, spent them with W45L LOVELIES! I MISS ALL OF THEM. LIKE MAJOR MISSING! ANOTHER CHALET. I DON'T CARE WHO DON'T COME. THE SPECIAL ONES ARE ENOUGH! like its a totally different environment. When in w45l, we went to the toilet( eri's house) together. AND NOW WE ARE ALL ALONEEEEE! so sad ok!
BUT THANK GOD I HAVE DIAN BABY. we always wait for each other. and baby, I MEANT THE FAEBOOK THING.love you hunn!
I MISS YOU ALL, W45L.

and to my SAYANGS.
I LOVE YOU ALL. I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE COME THE OTHER DAY. BUT, I WAS NOT FEELING WELL. SORRY OK.
AND TO LYDIA SAYANG, I AM SO SORRY. I DIDN'T COME. I DIDN'T KNOW THAT YOU HAVE LEFT. I LOVE YOU OK. MISS YOU!

anyway, smth brief about jalan raya with w45l. IT WAS FUN! we went to eri's house first.. SHE HAD A CAT. AND ANDIKA AND I WERE SCARED! HAHAHAH
next stop was to indah house. SHE HAS CATS. NOTE: PLURAL! WE WERE FREAKING OUT. but the cats were not harmful at all. they just made occassional scary runs around the house. and I HAD TO SCREAMM! it always frightened me.. BIG TIME! DIAN's daddy cooked for us. and it was so damn good. especially the SAMBAL GORENG. IT WAS SOOOOOO SEDAP!
Last stop: ANDIKA HOUSE. it was awesome. he has 4 brothers. and THE LAST ONE ADI IS SO DAMN CUTE. HE IS MY SELF -CLAIM 6 YR OLD BOYFRIEND. i told you. i am paedophile! ERI HE'S MINE. I MADE IT OFFICIAL! HAHAHAHAH. andika's house is freaking awesome. HE HAS A KARAOKE ROOmIN HIS HOUSE. SO DARN AWESOMEEEE! we were watching a ghost ,movie. but we all had to leave, so next time perhaps!

BUT IT WAS FUN AND EXCITING! AND I HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND! HAHAHAHA ADI ADI ADI ADI!

ok lah. i have to go.
take care!

RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE. maths module tmr. can go suck cock!

HELLO!

omg.. I IS SOOO TIRED BALLZZZZ! its like 3.30 now, and don't really know what i am doing here!

RAYA OUTING WITH W45L LOVELIES TODAY! HAHAHAHAAHHA. IT WAS SOOOO MUCH FUN! LOVE ALLL OF YOU BANYAK BANYAK.

TMR RAYA OUTING WITH MY SAYANGS! HANNAH, JANE, LYDIA, SALEHA, SYAMIRAH, MAI. I IS FUCKING EXCITED!

will give proper update when i have caught up with my sleep. hahahahah

SCH'S STARTING MONDAY! SHAM WOOHOO!

take care

RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE!

HELLO!

well, today is a fucking boring day. hopefully tmr will be a better day! I AM GYM-ING WITH MY GIRLFRIEND! yay. i miss her crazy! and also its fun when you know YOU ARE SHEDDING SOME FATS AWAY! woohoo!

I am seriously tired with my life. I have nothing to do at all. PLAIN BORING!
I can't wait for school to start! There's a whole lot of things to be excited about in school.

NO.1 MOST EXCITING THING:
GETTING TO MEET TABLE GANG! i misss them all. Just sitting at the hotdog stand table and chatting nonsense. Smiling and laughing together like one hell of a crazy people! EXCITEDDDD!

NO.2 EXCITING THING:
METING MY W45L LOVELIES! haha. we did have a class bbq on monday. But meeting them outside and in school is a totally different feeling. WE ARE GOING TO LUNCH TOGETHER! till we make new friends. hahahahha.

NO.3 EXCITING THING:
MY SEXY GIRLFRIEND AND DISTURRB ARE COMING TO RP! prolly on the 6th. yay! hopefully ah. coz when disturb leaves for ns, my gf will never come. coz she will be alone. :( SO MAKE SURE YOU COME ON THE 6th OK!

NO.4 EXCITING THING:
MEETING MY NEW CLASSMATES! y'know, i just hate the process of making new friends and all. but i really don't mind it. so i'm all geared to meet my new classmates! WOOHOO! hopefully they all like me. haha.

basically these are the things i just can't wait for, when i go to sch. ITS GOING TO BE DARN GOOD! tired of just wasting time at home.

oh, but before i go back to school, I NEED TO GET SHOES! haahahah. i plan to use slipper half my life in school, but i still know i have days where i want to look glamed up in school! SO HENCE THE SHOES! i need to get really prettty flats. covered and not. OMG! EXCITED!!!

anyways. CLASS BBQ!
it was fun! EXACTLY HALF THE CLASS TURNED UP. there was 12 people. and for those who turned up, YOU ROCK BALLS! AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU. we had plarnty of leftover actually. but i don't know whether it all finished. coz i didn't ton! but hopefully it did. hahaha. the funny part, dian and me were the ones who marinated the chicken, BUT WE DID NOT TRY IT AT ALL! HAHAHAHAH

SOMEONE PLEASE ASK ME OUT SOON! I AM SO BORED. LIKE BEFORE MONDAY! AHAH

and omg, THERE WAS TREMORS JUST NOW. that was the first time i actually felt tremors. Usually, when there is tremors, only my mum, dad or sister are the ones who can feel it, i never felt what is it like. and today, i was using my lappy on the bed, and then i felt my bed moving and everything shaking. then i looked at my door and it was also moving on its own. hahah SCARY BALLS. but soon, it stopped lah. so i did not react much. but the feeling is scary!

THOUSAND OF PEOPLE ARE DYING AND I AM STARTING TO GET SCARED! freaking. hope all will be fine.

take care all
RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE!

random

HELLOOO!

this is like my third time logging in to blogger. The first time, i lost my mood for blogging. was distracted by other things. heh!


now i am in no mood to blog actually. But i have nothing else to do. Facebook also, I JUST KEEP UPDATING MY STATUS. sooo looser! Its like when i go to my facebook page, its all just updates i have done. SO CB! i need to get a life! SERIOUSLY!


and can you imagine, YESTERDAY I WAS AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY, BUT I HAD MY BATH AT LIKE 12.30AM! like fuck it mann. i really don't know what i am doing with my hols. all i do all day is SLACK, SLEEP AND GROWWW FUCKING FAT!


ok so yesterday my msn died on me. i was suppose to webcam with venkat. but IT JUST STOPPED WORKING! knnbccb!
so fucking annoying can! and the icon thingy also disappeared! FUCKKKKKK! and then i restart my whole comp all over again. TWO FUCKING TIMES! BUT IT WAS NOT ANY BETTER!
yest was not a very good day at all.!

TODAY!

hahah. must start with a laugh. COZ IT WAS FUNNY! hahah. I WENT GROCERY SHOPPING WITH MY SISTA FROM ANOTHER MISTER! INDAH DIAN HARTINI!! it was funn! I WAS CLUMSY AS HELL! i don't know whats wrong with me. We went sheng siong at bedok.

which reminds me. My DAD IS SO LAMEEE! he think he is damn funny.
ME: BA, I GG SHENG SIONG WITH MY FRIEND TMR TO BUY THINGS FOR THE BBQ.
FATHER: WHERE?
ME: THE ONE AT BEDOK. THE SHENG SIONG.
FATHER: OH, WHAT SONG YOU GG TO SING.
ME: -.- (LAUGHS)

hahah. THATS MY DAD FOR YOU. LAME OLD MANN! who thinks he is still very young. HE INTRODUCES HIMSELF AS MY BROTHER WHen HE GOES OUT! _l_

anyways... coming back to my shopping today! we were like buying alot of things and at the same time keeping track of all the cost.and then went back to her house to put the things. coz there were alot. and marinate the chicken. and the best part.. HER HOUSE HAS 3 CATS!! I WAS FREAKING OUT WHENEVR THEY WALKED OR MOVED. I EVEN BROKE HER CAT'S PLATE WHEN I STEPPED ON IT. it was hilarious. coz we just stared at each other and laughed. and i kept apologising. OMG EMBARASSING!!!!

but the cats were cute lah. they were adorable. but it's just me. I HATE CATS. I AM SCARED OF THEMM! HHAHAHA. since forever.
but overall. including the cats and all, IT WAS FUN! AND I LOVE YOU DIAN!

so after that i came home and lazed around.

TMR IS CLASS BBQ! it was supose to be a chalet. but wth. like i said my classmates are very cooperative you see. so yea. I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD TON OR NOT. i dont feel like tonning at all. ONE PART OF ME WANTS TO STAY OUT, AND THE OTHER JUST DOESN'T.! haiyoooo!

haha. ok. thats all for updates i guess.
TAKE CARE ALL.

RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE.
p.s.: don't forget to visit tumblr!

HELLLLOOOOO!

I FEEL LIKE THE HAPPIEST PERSON ON MOTHERLAND! why????????????????

I BOUGHT THE BIKER JACKET THAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED! hahahahaha. omg. MAJOR HAPPINESS!



YESTERDAY!
met up with ERI AND KONG! we were suppose to discuss for class chalet! SHAM WOOHOO! but by the time kong came was like 7. ERI and i met like round 4. SO WE WENT SHOPPPIIINNNGG! SHAMSSSSS WWOOOOHOOOSSSSS!

i went in search of my biker jacket. and eri was looking for slipper and came upon a bag! hahahaha. BABY ERI, DON'T REGRET. WE THOUGHT REALLY HARD BEFORE BUYING THE BAG! ITS WORTH IT! OKOKKOK?! I LOVE YOU.
haha. i also bought nail polish! pink! and and. oh RING! love it!. and BEADED BRACELET! quite colourful and I LOVEEEEEE!

this is the first time i am happy with all the things i bought. I MEAN ALLLL! hahaha.
i was so excited, the moment i came home i uploaded the pics on my tumblr and facebook! haha.


will upload the pics ltr.



RAYA!
was super duper fun! I LOVE IT! this year on mum's side, ALL OF US HAD AN ELEMENT OF GOLD ON OUR BAJU! hahah. SO AWESOMMMEZZ! and this year grands were all so ready to take pics with us. but knowing mum, SHE ALWAYS DOESN'T WANT TO TAKE PICTURES! and i hated that part of it!


on dad's side. ALL WAS GOOD.! didn't get to see uncle tho. he's working:( actually come to think of it, i haven't met uncle since raya! we didn't bump out anywhere also. haiyerrrr.


SECOND DAY OF RAYA!
went visiting with daddy.hahaha. MONEY MONEY AND MORE MONEY! shamwoohoo! it was fun.

well on the eve of raya. we actually cleaned the house finish before midnight. haha. so we headed down to GEYLANG! hahah. and we were there till like 2 plus. bought DENDENG! haha. daddy loves it too! ITS A FAMILY THING. MEAT! and bumped into andy. haha. we were hugging in the middle of the crowd. haha. funny much! WE WERE LIKE SARDINES. LITERALLY! it was so fucking packed. YOU CAN FEEL THE TOGETHER-NESS IN LAST MINUTE SHOPPING!

also bumped into many family people! hahahaha. IT WAS FUN!!!

I AM SO BORED AT HOME EVERYDAY! i don't see a point in waing up early coz i have nothing to do. I MEAN NOTHING! its like the free life. but its not fun.

• WAKE UP
• DO THE TOILET STUFF. brush teeth, wash face.
• EAT LUNCH
• STARE AT THE TV. and fall asleep again-.-
• GO ONLINE. facebook, tumblr, songs and sing, blog hopping, blog shopping.

SO SIAN! it sucks when you have nothing to do. and the best part, I HAVE NO WHERE TO GO ALSO.

i was telling venkat yest, how excited i was that i bought my jacket, and i can't wait to wear it. BUT I DON'T KNOW WHERE?! fuck right.

and MY DEAR FRIENDS, WE NEED, NEED TO GO JALAN RAYAING TGT. made plans on fri for my st'margs darlinGs. we gonna get money! wwowhhoooo!

TABLE DARLINS, WE HAVE YET TO MAKE PLANS. AND CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU'LL WHEN SCH REOPENS! LOVESS

AND W45L LOVELIES,NEXT FRIDAY IS OUT RAYA OUTING. and thanks for being so co-operative NOT! about chalet. YOUR CO-OPeRATION SKILLS STINKS PEOPLE. and for those who try, thank you so much. i am grateful. but those who forgot that u had a class, FUCK YOU, ITS TIME YOU REMEMBERED!

ok. so thats all for now. will upload pics. take care all.

RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE. don't forget to visit tumblr. http://www.raiheehee.tumblr.com/

HELLO!!!

Been sometime, since we went out with daddy. And today sis and I did!

we went to geylang actually. to walk around and get raya clothes! i miss talking to daddy. Just walking, talking crap, and sometimes seeing daddy trying to control his laughter at our lame jokes! hahahah! ITS ALL SO FUNNY AND OH SO LOVELY!

I MISS YOU DADDY! WE SHOULD GO OUT AGAIN!


TALKING ABOUT BAJU RAYA! i bought black! Call me traditional and all, but i don’t like the idea of wearing black on the first day of raya. IT’S SUPPOSE TO BE A HAPPY OCASSION! something bright, perhaps yellow. nahhhh. like i am talking about colours that cheer people up! I LOVE BLACK! BUT I HATE USING THEM ON HAPPY OCASSION! that’s it. THATS MY PROBLEM. ok. but i have to admit the clothes were nice.

i can’t wait for raya actually. a few days back, i was ranting on my blog about not having the mood and all. butjust suddenly, I AM GETTING EXCITED! thinking about meeting my dear cousins, been a long time since we hung out with them! and then seeing everyone look their best! OH OH AND NOT FORGETTING $$$$ THE MONEY!tts like the best-est part of it all!
I AM SO NOT MONEY- MINDED! just that theres a whole lot of things i want to buy and all. THE MONEY IS THE BOMBZ!

This year i plan to visit as many people as possible. BECAUSE I AM NOT MONEY- MINDED AT ALL!

anyways. i am just bored. ITS 4.18AM! i have been sleeping around 5 lately! I MUST CHANGE! coz sch’s startng and all! HHHHHOOOOOOMMMYYYGGOOODDD! i am so lazy to go back!

By the way, i created a Tumblr account.
http://raiheehee.tumblr.com/ feel free to check it out. its just fr fun actually. nothing much! HAVEN'T REALLY FUND A PURPOSE FOR IT YET! sooooooo yea! just doing random talk and shit there. BUT I AM STILL LOYAL TO MY BLOGGER!

oh by the by, today is fyroz b'day. will do a post ltr!

so..take care alll!

RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE.

HELLO!!!

it like 4.33 am. I AM SOOOOO NOT SLEEPY! i sahur at like 2 plus with daddy. and cannot sleep till now.

NYWAYS.. RAYA IS LIKE A WEEK AWAY! everything happens so fast. felt like a statred fasting like last week. hahah! before u know it. TIME JUST PASSES AND IT WILL BE 2010! haiyerrrrrr.

I HAVEN'T GOTTEN INTO THE RAYA MOOD AT ALL! heard a million raya songs, just to try feeling feeling abit. BBUT NO! IT DID NOT WORK!

helped cousin make MURUKKU TDY! hahah. it was fun!

I HAVE NTH TO SAY.. HAHAH
ok not reallY. i alwasy rmb the things i have t say after typing tat sentence. HAHAHA CB!

WENT SHISHA AND BUKE WITH TABLE GANG! EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM WERE PRESENT except sherra! :(
HAHAHA! IT WAS AWESOME SHIT. I MISSED EVERYONE OF THEM!ALL THE FUN JOY AND LAUGHTER WAS RELIVED WITH THEM. OH YES. not forgetting. LYDIA DARLING CAME ALONG TOO! LOVE YOU!
THANKS DARLINGS. I HAD FUN! DILLY, HANNAH, MAI, HARVN, ARVIND, GABY, HYDHIR AND LYDIA!

TONN-ED! and then AZZUCAR WITH HANNAH, MAI, SHEEQ, DILLY.
AWESOME REGGAETON MUSIC! ahhaah! except for the band playing that is. AFTER RAYA! RUN THERE! HAHAHAA can't wait.

also.. WE WENT HANNAH HOUSE. we didn't stay long at azzucar. we went hannah house round 3 lus. her bro came and fetch us. SAHUR AND SLEPT! hahahahah I HAD FUN BABY! THANKS!
HANNAH ALWAYS INTRODUCES THE FUN TO US! CAN U IMAGINE IF I DIDN'T HAVE HER. i cannnooooooot! hahaha LOVE YOU BABY!

having class chalet. OH MY GOD...
MY DARLING W45L CLASSMATES GAVE ME A SURPRISE B'DAY CELEBRATION!
AWESOME BUNCH OF LOVELIES! THANK YOU SO MUCH. AM REALLY HAPPY! ALL THOSE WHO CAME, ERI, INDAH, PREYA, KONG AND ANDIKA! IT WAS REALLY SPECIAL! will upload pics ltr. all taken frm facebook! GO CHECK THEM OUT. WE CAMWHORE..LIKE WHORE! HAHAAHAHHA
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE ALL OF YOU.

waiting for class chalet! SHAMWOOHOOO! awesome shit! CLASSMATES IF U DO READ THIS, PLEASE COME OK!

haha. okok.i think i have nth left to say. except... ermmm. NATTT-ING!

TAKE CARE ALL. I think i have to force myself to sleep!

RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE!

SWEET XSCAPE!!! FUCKING SHIOK!

HELLLOOOOO!

hah. i am going for SP SWEET *SCAPE TONIGHT!
hahahaa. finally gonna have fun in my life. JANE BJ IS FEATURING HER DESIGNS THERE TODAY! AND HANNAH IS MODELLING FOR THEM. so must support.

and LYDIA AND I ARE HELPING JANE BACK STAGE. I HAVE TO BE GOING.

TAKE CARE ALL.
RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE.
COME IF U CAN. 16 YR AND ABOVE. FOR GUYS $8 I THINK. AND FOR GIRLS, BEFORE 10PM IS FREEEEEE! AFT THAT BOUT $5. SO COME OK OKOKOKOKKOK!

HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

I'M 18. I'M FUCKING LEGAL YOOOOOOOO!
omg. this is damn shiok. I CAN ENTER CLUBS. I CAN BUY STUFFS^^. AND I CAN ENTER SEX SHOP! omg.
ANYBODY WANTS ANYTHING??^^

haha. wellll... i didn't have any major celebration. DADDY NOT IN SINGAPORE, SO NO MOOD. and also it's BULAN PUASA!

BUT.....
I WENT OUT WITH MY SEXY GIRLFRIEND!! SHAAKIRAH! MY PINK ECSTACY!
hahah. we were suppose to go for movie preview I LOVE YOU, BETH COOPER. but then WE ARE INDIANS WE HAVE DRAMA IN OUR LIFE! HAHHAHAHAH. ok point is....
we went to the picture house( cathay). and then we were already gonna be damn fucking late. so we rushed and managed to reached there on time. and then we realise, WE WERE AT THE WRONG THEATRE. IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE AT CINE! WE READ THE THINGY WRONGLY. hahahaha.
AND THE DRAMA PART IS
we actually gave the paper thing to the person at the ticket counter. and then he looked at it and asked us to wait. thank god we realised smth was wrong and referred to the paper again. and yes we realise we were such noobs! OMG. we didn't know what to do, and to save ourselves frm further embarassment, WE RAN AWAY FROM THE COUNTER BEFORE THE GUY CAME BACK. HAHAHAHA! WE LITERALLY RAN AWAY!

WE WERE SO FUCKING PAISEH! hahaha. so we went to buke at LONG JOHN'S! CHEEEZEEE!
hahah. AND THEN TO ION! HAHAH the place is so fucking huge. like we can get lost. and then to WISMA COTOON ON! WOOOHOOOO! i bought clothes to make myself happy. and for GF, SLIPPERS! no we have the samew colour! shamwoohoo!

also. i got a better news. I GOT FIRED! FIRED FROM WORK! AHAHAHHAHAHAH. MAI AND HYDHIR TOO! omg. hilarious!!!
i think we are too slack, but seriously the job is a fucking piece of sht and is fucking boring; TAK BOLEH TAHAN! HAHAH
THIS IS A SURPRISE B'DAY PRESENT! AHAHAHAHHA

anyways. i had a lot of wishes frm people for my birthday and some really cute ones. like frm my sayang,
FATIN SAYANG.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG
YOU ARE MY SAYANG, MY ONE AND ONLY SAYANG
YOU MAKE ME HAPPY WHEN EATING SATAY
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU
OH GAWD, PLEASE DON'T TAKE MY SAYANG AWAY. >> ONE HELL OF A AWESOME SAYANG.

GAMAR BABY
hello baby, Happy 18th Birthday. im glad the wait was worth it. Hhaha slow and steady does it but your 18 baby. live it, love it and fucken' embrace it.>> LIVING, LOVING AND EMBRACING IT.

JANE BESTFRIEND
HAHHAHAHAHA OMGGGG FUCKK YEAHHHHH! HAPPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIENDDDD! FINALLY ME YOU AND HANNNNAH. FUCKK YEAHHHH. GYEAHHHHH IM FUCKING EXCITED.>>> OH YEAH. AFT A LONG WAIT.

HADI
yo bitch (kidding)wanna make a deal wif me?I still rmb ur bday is on 1st sept. So how abt dis. I wish u on ur bday n for mine u juz give me gifts instead of wishing me. Btw advance hapi bday to u coz i working late tonight no time to wish u. n rmb gi...ve me gift for mine. U got 23more days so hurry up. >>>TAK PERLU!!

and i have some in my phone, which i am going to type. hahaha. I AM SO MAD RIGHT. but they are all so sweet and awesome
FROMS:

HANNAH
HAPPY 18TH B'DAY SWEETHEART. OMG! FINALLY YOU ARE LEGAL BABY.AINT GONNA WORRY ABOUT ANYONE CHECKING YOUR IC AND SHITZ LIKE THAT. WE GONNA PARTEH TILL WE DROP HUNN! I LOVE YOU AND HAVE A SMASHING B'DAY BABE. HAPPY 18TH. >>> awwww. so awesome. i love!

AZFAR
TO A DEAR FRIEND WHO IS ALWAYS THERE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY U SUCCEEDIN EVERYTHING U WISH TO ACHIEVE. DON'T FORGET MR HORR!!LOVE YOU. >> AWESOME KID!LOVESS

ERIYANTI
RAI SAYANG! HAPPY TURNING EGAL BABY!MAY YOU HAVE THE GREATEST CELERATION YOUR 18TH. I WILL SEEE U SOON ALRIGHT. LOVE YOU

SHAMIRA
RAI BBY, HAPPY LEGAL B'DAY! FIANLLY AYE!ANYHOOS, HAPPY 18TH SYG! ITS YOUR DAY TDY, GO OUT KICK SOME ASSES OUT THERE. MAY YOU BE BLESSED WITH HEALTH AND LIFE BBY. SEE YOU SOON ALRIGHT. I MISS YOU ALR. XOXO >>BABY U ARE SO NICE AND LOVELY. I LOVE YOU

AND LASTLY. the sexiest msg i got,
INDAH DIAN HARTINI, my lap dancer
I BET U THOUGHT I FORGOT UR B'DAY RIGHT SEXY? HAHA. I DIDN'T. BUT I WANTED TO BE THERE AT THE END OF YOUR SPECIAL DAY. HAPPY SEXY BIRTHDAY RAI!:)) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BBY, YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT BALLSY BABE,PLEASE NEVER CHANGE. I WISH U HAPPINESS AND LOVE CAUSE YOU TRULY DESERVE IT. THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND M DEAR. I HOPE U HAD AN AWESOME DAY TDY.I MISS YOU LIKE CARZY, MEET UP SOON YEA.
LOVE, YOUR LAP DANCE PARTNER. >HAHA. OMG THE SWEETEST AND SEXIEST. I LOVEEEEEEE!

haha. ok. there were many other wshes. but they were like not as long and sweet. but NEVERTHELESS ALL OF THEM ARE SPECIAL. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR WISHES PEOPLE. I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU. FOR THOSE WHO WISHED ME AND THOSE WHO THOUGHT OF WISHING ME. I LOVE ALL OF YOU.

ok i want to go now.
getttig tired of blogging. all the typing. hopefully my fingers have lost weight. plus, JANE ASKED ME WAKE HER UP AT 3.30. i am 2 mins late. so ciao!

RAIHANAH LOVES EVEYRONE. AND SHE'S LEGAL BICHES!!! WOOHOOOOO! FUCKING HELL LEGAL. 18

DEAR BABIES,
honestly, i never intended to get close to the class at all. but with all the love you'll have for each other. you pulled me in too. now, it is so difficult to imagine another class withour you'll. each one of you are special and i love you.



ERIYANTI:
SAYANG, YOU ARE THE BEST AND THE CRAZIEST. haha. you know when i first saw you, i thought you some nerdy gundu. but actually YOU ARE ONE HELL OF A SPECIAL BITCH! and i love you. when i first decided to get close to the class, you were the friendliest and the nicest. STAY CRAZY, FUNKY AND HOT BABY.. continue blog shopping. and share with me.


PREYA:
SEXY, i never told you this before, but when i first saw you i thought you were one arrogant thing. but now EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED. you are friendly, lovely and most importantly, FUCKING HOT. AND YOU ARE VERY SPECIAL TO ME. he does not deserve you, and you know that. you had to learn it the hard way, with all the harsh comments. but baby, BELIEVE IN KARMA. ITS MAGIC AND IT WILL WORK FOR YOU.
I LOVE YOU SPECIAL.oh yes. my one and only makkal. ssshhhhh!



INDAH:
MY SEXY HOT LAP DANCER. the lap dance may not have seem perfect to others. but IT WAS PERFECT TO ME BABY. i love you. well. I CAN SAFELY SAY YOU ARE THE FIRST FRIEND IN W45L. you were so friednly and nice. haha! i remeber how we used to suffer in maths with andika. BUT YOU THE SMART ONE COULD ALWAYS DO IT. STAY SMART BABY. AND YOU DON'T NEED BREAST TO LOOK SEXY. YOU LOOK HOT THE WAY YOU ARE AND I LOVE YOU BABY.



HABIBAH:
DARLING, you never fail to make a bad impression on me the first time. you kow what i mean yea? BUT BABY, I AM GLAD YOU HAVE CHANGED FOR THE BETTER. AND I LOVE YOU. I AM GLAD I GOT TO KNOW YOU BETTER.I THINK YOU ARE ONE HELL OF A SEXY DANCER. STAY SEXY BIATCH! I SAYANG PADA MU.. HAHAHA



HANA:
you might not have ntoticed me, nbut i was right behind you, our very first day in class. and you were singing so confidently. haha, BUT REALLY, YOUR VOICE IS DARN GOOD, JOIN SINGAPORE IDOL THE NEXT TIME. YOU ARE SERIOUSLY GOOD.haha. STAY HOT AND SEXY BABY. I LOVE YOU.



SYAKILA:
baby, i rmb the talk we had outside class aft lunch. hahaha. HONESTLY IT MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL WHEN UTOLD ME YOU TRUST ME.. awwwww. STAY HOT BABY. I LOVE YOU.

SHAMIRA:
BABY, you may not have been in w45l. but to me you are part of us. I AM GLAD WE GET ALONG AND I LOVE YOU ALOT. TAKE CARE PRETTY HEAD!

hahaha. it doe not end here. i have two other special people also..

JANE BESTFRIEND:
hahaha. I MISS YOU BJ! you know, it's funny how i have finished one whole semester, and found good friends, but you know what, I CAN NEVER FIND ANOTHER BESTFREIND. honestly. you are special and will always be. it's not necessary we meet all the time. coz we know in the end, we will still come back to each other. you know you can rely on me for whatever problems you have. STAY HOT AND SEXY BJ!
I LOVE YOU BESTFRIEND.

HANNAH BABY!
THANK YOU BABY FOR STICKING THROUGH ME ALL THE RUBBISH TIME WE HAD. i know i can get irritating sometimes, with all my nonsense. BUT I LOVE THAT U ACTUALLY TOLERATE THEM. do you realise, thougt we always see each other every single day in sch, we still have truckloads of things to talk about. hahah IT IS A BOND BABY. A BEAUTIFUL BOND THAT THE BOTH OF US SHARE. AND I LOVE IT AND WILL CHERISH IT FOREVER.
I LOVE YOU SAYANG.

HELLO!

so today is my official frst day that i fasted! hahahah FINALLY!. and also i started a new job. WITH MAI AND HYDHIR TAHI!

so HOW I GOT THIS JOB?
MUMMY! hahaha. well. her place needed people for like a while. so she asked me and sister to work. and then we ajak hydhir along. at first, we were clueless about the job. the job is pretty easy lah. some glue.. this that thingy. and some cut the paper thingy. BUT IT IS FUCKING HELL BORING! hahah. we were all dying of hunger and at the same time of boredom. i have been contempalting if i shoudl go back tmr. and i think i am. and FOR THE NEXT 5 WEEKS.
i can proMise you i will keep ranting about how boring the job is for the next 5 weeks. PROMISE!

but then you may be wondering, WHY GO BACK WHEN IT IS FUCKING HELL BORING?!
welll. IT'S FOR MUM. she likes the idea of working with us. Its fun.. we can catch up on lost time. and alot more. IT'S BEEN LONG SINCE I SAW HER SMILE OR LAUGH WITH US. so.. THIS ONES FOR YOU MUM. I LOVE YOU.

HAHA. this reminds me of a funny incident at work just now. ok before that let me tell you WHAT WE HAVE TO WEAR.
WE WERE LIKE WALKING JOKES. we had to wear CROCS, THE FAKE ONE. and then the give us a COAT, which is like freaking hell long. like jubah! no lah i am exaggearting. its till below the knee, like near the calf. I thought that was bad enough. and when a customer came, WE HAD TO WEAR SHOWER CAPS. omg! I FELT LIKE RONALD MCDONALDS. looked like a joke of the year. AND THAT TOO FUCKING UGLY. well. the funny thing is that, we were laughing when we got the cap. BUT SEEING HYDHIR IN IT, WAS FUCKING FUNNY. i tell you. MUM, MAI AND I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING. we were laughing so hard that our stomach hurt so bad. and we could not stop laughing. I MEAN MY MUM. it was so funny seeing her laugh like a small kid. HAHAHA. I CAN SAFELY Say WE LAUGHED FOR ABOUT 5 MINS NON-STOP. hahhahaa
and sister made a comment saying :HYDHIR LOOk LIKE THE POLICE TAKE CARE OF KAMBINGS. HAHAHAH

anyways. all in all. i don't mind the job. it was ok. the pay is ok also lah. i mean for a boring job, its pretty ok! hahahahah

so nyways..
I HAVE A DATE WITH NUR LYDIA LIYANA ON SATURDAY. we are going to buka and go for baybeats together! WOOHOO!! and we are going to use slippers coz WE THE SLIPPERS PLIPPERS!(slippers people) GET IT? yea. ahhaa I LOVE SLIPPERS. they are most comfy and shiok! LOVE THEM!

well. hols have started and I MISS W45L! ALOT! MASSIVE MISSING! all of them. i'll post smth for them ltr.

SO MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING. AND I AM GOING TO BE FUCKING LEGAL BITCHES! WOOHOOO! I WON'T BE THROWN OUT OF CLUBS AND I CAN BUY ALMOST ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING IN SINGAPORE. you know what i mean^^. hahaha
a little upset daddy is not coming back. but he is coming back the next day. when i told AZFAR! he thought i was being gay, when i told him i cried when daddy is leaving for one week. IT'S NOT GAY. I MISS DADDY. IT MAKES A DIFFERANCE WITHOUT HIM!

oh btw, I WATCHED THE PROPOSAL WITH MY LOVELIES ON TUESDAY.ERI, INDAH, BEE, SHAMIRA AND ME. it was suppose to be a class affair. but many couldn't make it. THE MOVIE IS AWESOME! AND SUPER FUNNY. ITS A MUST WATCH! oh and after movie and buka at burger king, I WENT SHI SHA with my dearest. DILLY, HARVN, HYDHIR, HANNAH, DYL AND MAI.haha. gab came but he left early. before i came. IT WAS NICE. I LOVE ALL OF THEM.

anyways. my b'day i planning to go shi sha with them. as in TABLE GANG! awesome bunch of lovelies. so YAY!

ok so. i want to go now. coa i have to create another post for W45L!

take care all.
RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE.

HELLO!

i am blogging for the secnd time tdy. hahah

MY ROOM, THE BULB BLEW. i was like facebooking.. and then the lights were like becoming brighter and darker on its own. i started freaking out. and then it just went POOF! and the lights went off. haha. I TOOK LIKE TEN SECONDS TO REALISE I AM SITTING IN PITCH DARKNESS. so now.. waiting for daddy to buy bulb back.

anyways.. you know I AM SUCH A LOSER. i was so bored at work yest. and so i decided to write a list of things i wanted to buy. like,, COMPACT, EYELINER, CLOTHES. hahahaha. fuck right. and i can categorize the clothes also. and and. the best part is I LEFT THE PAPER AT THE RECEPT COUNTER.. i was so eXcited to go home. i hope no one reads it. ESPECIALLY THE DOCTORS. it will be fucking embarassing. NOW THEY KNOW THAT I AM ACTUALLY WAITING FOR MY SALARY. FUCK!!!!! this is MAJOR EMBARASSMENT!!

i'm gg off.haha
BYE ALL.
RAIHANAH LOVES YOU.

HELLO!

ok.. so...
I AM AT WORK NOW! hahaha. thank god for wireless. if not LIFE WOULD BE A BORE. and since my nails are so long. i am typing so fucking loudly. DON'T WORRY I AM NOT FASTING YET. i cannot. i really wanted to lor. but GIRLS HAVE THEIR DAYS!. hahaha

i wanted to cut my nails. but THEY LOOK SO GOOD. as in the shape and all. haha i removed my nail polish. coz EVEN THOUGH I AM NOT FASTING YET, I WANTED TO LOOK MUSLIM. ok wth!

haha.that was yesterday's post actually. i was blogging and then, it was abut 6 plus and there were no patients. SO THEY LET US GO EARLY!ahahaha. WOOHOO NESS!

ok.. so. TODAY WAS MATHS UT. IT WAS WAS FUCKER! it was so fucking difficult. i hav always hated probability! and THAT WAS WHAT MOST OF THE UT QUESTIONS WERE ABOUT. KANINABE CHOU CHI BAI! i'm not fasting! no worries!
I DON'T WANT TO RETAKE MATHS NEXT YEAR! ITS A FUCKING WHORE!
hopefully they moderate till i get A! cb like real!

ONE MORE UT TO GO AND I AM DONE WITH ALL TEST! SHAMWOOHOO! communication is the last and its tmr! hope to do well in that!

I AM INTO REGGAE SONGS. SO FUCKING SHIOK!! hahaha. all thanks to fyorz's hp songs. hahahah! THE SONGS ARE SO FUCKING MATREP BUT THEY ARE SO DARN GOOD!it's like you can just feel sexy and move your hips side to side. UH HUH.. YES. MOVE IT. SIDE TO SIDE! ok lah. i am merepek-ing.

anyways. DADDY IS GOING OVERSEAS. AND I HATE IT, COZ HE WON'T BE IN SINGAPORE FOR MY BIRTHDAY. AND THAT FUCKING SUCKS. i really wanted him here. now i have no moodfor my birthday ready. why does he always have to do it? two years back it was the same thing. FUCK LAH!
I AM JUST SO ANNOYED. GIRLFRIEND TOLD ME DADDY HAS NO CHOICE. but wth. i am just irritated. coz i was really looking forward to it.

anyways.. i think i am going to "buka" with classmates tmr. don't really know what the plan is. but hopefully ah. TMR IS UR LAST DAY AS W45L!fuck it. it's going to suck. I AM GOING TO MISS W45L! THEY ARE A AWESOME BUNCH OF LOVELIES. AND LIFE IS GOING TO SUCK WITHOUT THEM. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM ARE HELL AWESOME. AND I AM GOING TO REALLY MISS MY TIME WITH THEM. I LOVE YOU'LL W45L!

anyways. we are having a class chalet. hpefully everything goes as planned. and WE ACTUALLY HAVE THE CLASS CHALET! AHAHAHAHA

haven't met the TABLE GANG AS A WHOLE! I MISS THEM TOO! hahah. we haven't hung out at the hotdog shop table and chatted in a long time people. WE SHOULD! WE MUST!

oh btw. WE HAD A CLASS POT LUCK THING. haha. not many people stayed back for it. BUT THOSE WHO DID, WE HAD HELL OF A GREAT TIME! ahaha. we ate. DUH! IT'S POTLUCK! but more of potato chips and all. and then watched FINAL DESTINATION. i don't know which one is it. but its the one the girl and the pictures one. SOME SCENES WERE SO BRUTAL, I JUST HAD TO SCREAM. AHAHHAHA
i wanna catch THE FINAL ESTINATION. 3DS'MORE. FUCKING SHIOK! ahhaha. can't wait.

i am suppose to be studyig. LYDIA met me because she wanted to study. BUT IT NEVER WORKS! haha. me and study just don't get along.!

all we do is make hell of a lot of noise in the lirary, LAUGHING, SINGING AND MAKING A FOOL OUT OF OURSELVES. but WE NEVER STUDY! HAHAHAHAH.
hannah was singing all the reggae songs just now. hhaha! was fucking funny.

i am gg back early tdy. coz daddy is leaving tmr. and he wants to eat dinner with us-.- I'M ANGRY. BUT I STILL LOVE DADDY. he keeps asking what i want for my b'day. well if i could I WOULDN'T WANT HIM TO GO AWAY!:(((((

anyways. i have nothing more to say right now. just that TABLE GANG WE HAVE TO HANG OUT SOON. AND I LOVE W45L.

TAKE CARE ALL
RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE.
honestly i don't knw how i am going to fast. i just can't stop swearing.-.-

HELLO!

i am so bored. TODAY IS THE LAST DAY AT W45L. omg i am gg to miss everyone of them. they are an amazing bunch of people that really hold her special place in my heart. OMG I AM GOING TO MISS THEM BIG TIME MANN!

anyways.. i just have the sudden urge to comment and bitch about things.. like everything at all. haha. NOT IN A VERY GOOD MOOD RIGHT NOW! so.. let me make myself feel better.. hmmmmm...

for example, i just hate it when someone is FAKE! i don't know mann. FAKE IN THE SENSE THEY TRY TO BE LIKE OTHERS. like can't you just be yourself. talk like yourself? i don't know mann. t just makes me hate you.

Also you know sometimes when someone just can't accept the fact. or take things too hard. WHY? IS IT BECAUSE YOU JUST KNOW THAT IT IS TRUE? and so you know you have to back ur butt. I MEAN SOMETIMES BABY, THE TRUTH HURTS. but whatever.. i am side tracking.

but my point is, don't think too highly of yourself. YOU ARE NOT PERFECT. no one is. occasionally people may give you positive comments. BUT BE HUMBLE YOU CRAP SHIT. you don't have to react like as if you know. WHAT THE BLIND MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE WHAT WE SEE. sometimes we see better. YOU are not a very nice person. and thats why you have to accpet the fact that PEOPLE DISLIKE YOU. it not about getting back at them. ITS ABOUT CHANGING UR FUCKING CHARACTER.

honestly, i have been like this before. not able to accept the fact and all. BUT I AM NOT CHILDISH, NO MORE. grow up. oyu can't always think that you are the best. WELL.. IF YOU THINK THIS WAY. YOU ARE ONE FUCKING EGO PIECE OF FUCKNG SHIT. which you already are, btw. I THINk YOU NEED SOME SERIOUS CHANGES IN YOUR LIFE. you know it. don't deny bitch.

HELLO!

ok so.. lifes been ok! HANNAH TURNED 18! HAHAHAHA. so among JANE, HANNAH AND GAMAR...I'M THE LOSER. who is still 17. but ITS ONLY A MATTER OF DAYS. but i promise you, I WILL BLOG ABOUT IT 24/7 AND REMIND YOU IN EVERY WAY THAT I CAN. pinky promise.

MY BIRTHDAY IS ON 1ST SEPTEMBER. FIRST SEPTEMEBR!!

I always do that when its like nearing my birthday. I JUST CAN'T ALLOW PEOPLE TO FORGET MT BIRTHDAY. haha. i'm such a loser.. NOT!

anyways.. I WILL HAVE THE MOST RELIGIOUS BIRTHDAY OF MY 18 YEARS. ok maybe i am exaggerating. but wth. I AM FASTING ON MY BIRTHDAY. GOD IS GOING TO LOVE ME MOREEE! yay.
I never intend to fast on my birthday. but looks like god thought for me. haiz!

I plan to go out with a few unch of people. FAMILY FIRST. AND THEN TABLE GANG. AND THEN CLASSMATES. and and.. best part. i'll be fucking loaded. i think, hope and pray. i will get my pay and also monthly allowance and all.. FUCKING SHIOK!

hopefully it will be enough for all lah. I ALSO WANT TO SHOP BIG TIME. COTTON ON. HERE I COME. ok. ut i am geeting bored of cotton on. i want somewhere nicer ah. haha. I MUST EXPLORE. hannah told me about a shop at ION! must go and see.

HANNAH'S PARTY.
it was nice. and fun! i was glad i was able to go! hahahaha. but coz stupid cb sis nvr go.. i couldn't ton. BUT WTH. KARMA BITCH! i left at 130am and went home. DADDY'S COOL WITH IT. HAHA. and also HARVN, ARVIND AND AZFAR COMPOSED AND SANG A SONG FOR ME. it was nice. but knowing them, they can never say anything nice. ITS SO HARD FOR THEM TO AGREE I AM AMAZING. but eventually they agreed!ok well. Only arvind did. so whatever lah.

UT3 is coming up this wednesday! I AM IN THE LIBRARY WITH HANNAH. suppose to be studying. but nooooo. IT NEVER WORKS. STUDYING AND ME JUST DON'T GET ALONG. AND THATS SUCKS. and what more, when u have the internet and a laptop infront of you, WHO CAN STUDY SIA. BUT I HAVE TO DO WELL. I DN'T CARE. BY HOOK OR CROOK. any kind souls want to take for me. i'll pay you. SSKKIDDINGSSSS!

i think, after puasa and all. and when sem 2 begins, I WANT TO EXERCISE. i need to mann. I AM BECOMING LIKE A SLOB. LIKE CB! i hope i don't just say it and actually do it mann.. I ALWAYS SAY, BUT DON'T DO. KNN!
RAIHANAH YOU MUST MUST MUST DO IT!!

daddy came to sch tdy. haha. random. after break, i only went back to class at about 1.00pm. I DID NOT CONTRIBUTE TO PPT AT ALL. BUT THANK GOD, I HAVE NICE FRIENDS. HAHAHA:D

MY NAILS ARE SOO LONG. I LOVE THEM. but i have to cut them this friday! COZ WHEN I PUASA, I WANT TO BE CLEAN AND A GOOD GIRL. LIKE DON'T BE A SATAN FOR ONE MONTH. i mean i can do it.

I DON'T KNOW WHY, I SUDDENLY MISS MUM. haven't seen her in a damn long time. she's busy and all.

ok lah. i have to start doing random blogging.
i have to go.

SO TAKE CARE ALL.
RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE.!

HELLO!

Just the sudden urge to blog again. i hate it when i hear slow songs. i will just start thinking about alot of things. and what more, the wind is blowing. like literally. so like feeling feeling abit ah. haha

for now the song i am hearing is THREE CHEERS FOR FIVE YEARS.

well. right now i am thinking about something and alot of things. its a love song.. so what do you think i am thinking about? haha

pretty much thinking about my life as a whole. and and. i hate myself. you know i just hate the missing something feelin. and i get that alot when i hear love songs. AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM HEARING TO MORE OF THEM.

ok anyways. tdy pretty much everyone left early. so i am at table with DILLY, AZFAR, MAI AND TASHA. ahhaa. all the broken hearted souls. one needs confirmation and the other.. just lost it.

alot of things happen because of the opposite sex.WHY DO SOME PEOPLE JUST HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN OUR HEARTS, NO MATTER HOW FAR U PUSH THEM? WHY IS LOVE SO POWERFUL?

so many questions that you can keep asking, but can never get an answer for.

up till now, personally, i don't know why i just cannot stop liking you. whenever i try, something special will happen that will rekindle my feelings for you and i hate it. Firstly, we do not share the same feeling, Furthermore, i think i need a change. i sound like a slut. but no.. i don't mean it that way. THERE IS NO POINT HANGING WHEN YOU KNOW NOTHING'S GOING TO COME OUT OF IT.

I hate it that i am loyal. In the sense that, when i like someone, i will really treasure the person. and then it becomes part of me and eventually, so hard to forget. I am so fucking shitty right.

my heart is giving good news these few days. hopefully..haha okok


RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE.

the manicure i did by myself. AND WHEN BOREDOM STRIKES IN CLASS!

HELLO!

lately nth much has been happening. I HAD THE BORING-EST NATIONAL DAY!and ususally it does not happen. major!

NYWAYS.. haha. NATIONAL DAY WAS A MAJOR BORE! i went to work. like who the fuck works right. I DO! I AM HARDWORKING. but like until 5 only lah. and also that day was the day grands came back from the hospital. SO WE HAD TO BE AT HOME. coz poeple were comng to visit her and all. it was good to have her back.

SATURDAY!
wanted to ton and go shisha. but nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.. THOSE FUCKERS KEEP CHECKING THE FUCKING IC! for what rhyme or reason i don't know. and its like so annoying. i don't want to be remebered as the UNDER-AGE DESPERATE GIRL. so FORGET IT. also if ton, got nth to do. so we didn't. BUT BUT... i went to eat at.. TONG SENG. bring back memories from work and all. hahah! when i was working as data enterer, i always ate lunch there. THE FOOD IS GOOD STUFF! went there to eat with sister, venkat and sharanya. i think thats her name ah.

ok so... TODAY
CLASS ORDERED PIZZA! we have some class fund thingy from the sch. and so we bought pizza witht that money. awesome right. WAS FUCKING HUNGRY AND NOW AM FUCKING FULL! the flavours were HAWAIIAN AND PEPPERONI! ahaha.

SEMESTER ONE IS COMING TO AN END. very soon. in like a matter of days. AHAHAH. I AM GOING TO MISS MY CLASS. also there will be ut3 and all. OMG STRESS! ut3.

i got my grades for all my ut2 ready. I AM PRETTY PLEASE WITH MOST OF IT. except for science. MY PREDICTED MODULE GRADE IS AN E! how fuck is that mann. cb! and also my ut2 grade is an E. mofo! but what the hell ah. it is the most imporant sub for my course and all. and i have to do well in it. AHHHA! OH NO. TUITION ANYONE?

ok.. so today science is fucked. ITS SO DIFFICULT. the whole fucking science.. ok. most of it. IS ALL PHYSICS. and I HATE MATHS. AND I DIDN'T TAKE PHYSICS IN SCHOOL! so its fucking fucked up! its difficult to understand and do. I ALWAYS HAVE NO MOOD FOR SCIENCE. UNLESS ITS BIO.even then, it depends
i think for today daily grade, surely D or F.! knn

ok so. i have been talking to bj lately. SHE IS FINALLY FREE. not much school work and all. hahaha. ALSO JANE IS MARRIED.. haha wtf! think will be meeting her tmr or smth. hopefully if i have no plans or sch workand all.

okok. I HAVE TO GO! take care all.

RAIHANAH LOVES EVERYONE.